U cannot break the melted ice

 

I've been broken down so many times in my life & I always had the strength to carry on,to start again once more,but lately,I've been broken like never before twice in less than 2 weeks.

The 1st time I've been hit strongly,the 2nd deeperly & strongerly.

I feel like I have now a piece of ice in my chest,not a heart anymore.I don't think I will be able to trust someone else in the next days of my life,I believe I won't be able to love anybody,but my family &,most of all,I promise my eternal loyalty to my angelic mummy,who suffers even more than me & like never before for what happened recently in my life.

I've been loyal,onest,faithful & good like with nobody else & those people who only took from me don't even realize the evil ways they treat me with.

I can't even hate them,because,also hate presupposes a feeling toward other ones.But they just don't even deserve hate.For them

I JUST FEEL NOTHING.

I FEEL COLD LIKE ICE.

I WILL BE LIKE ICE.

I AM ICE RIGHT NOW.

& I promise myself & to my adored angel that I'll be anything I can be & more.

Turkish dancin'

Fight,u r in it

 

Little treasures of the Life

Baby,life's what u make it
Can't escape it

Baby,yesterday's favorite
Don't u hate it

Baby,life's what u make it
Don't back date it

Baby,don't try to shade it
Beauty is naked

Baby,life's what u make it
Celebrate it
Anticipate it
Yesterday's faded
Nothing can change it
Life's what u make it

Anger,tears & pain

Hurting me

The shadowside

U say I have
Is making everything
Go bad

U say I don't
Care enough
For all the things that
I have got

But I do 

& I will

I don't want to see myself descend
Into the shadowside again
If u ever let me go again,
In the shadowside I'll end

The shadowside
Where I go
I'm never where
I'm needed so

U say I don't
Give enough
That I don't care for
All I've got

But I do
& I will

I don't want to see myself descend
Into the shadowside again
If u'r letting go of me again
In the shadowside I'll end

Phil Collins in his beginnings

 

Well I've been waiting,waiting here so long
But thinking nothing,nothing could go wrong,but now I know
She has a built in ability
To take everything she sees

& now it seems I'm falling,falling for her.

 

She seems to have an invisible touch yeah
She reaches in,grabs right hold of your heart
She seems to have an invisible touch yeah
It takes control & slowly tears u apart.

 

I don't really know her,I only know her name
But she crawls under your skin,u're never quite the same,& now I know
She's got something u just can't trust
It's something mysterious

& now it seems I'm falling,falling for her.

 

Chorus  x 2

She don't like losing,to her it's still a game
Though she will mess up your life,u'll want her just the same,now I know
She has a built in ability
To take everything she sees

& now it seems I've fallen,fallen for her.

Repeat Chorus to fade

Unsurpassed excellence

 

Music will always be mine

Calm the storm inside

Let Vivaldi's spring be real

A violin saved my day

 

Modern music masters

Love the life u have

with all its difficulties & pain,because u r the only one who can change it through your faith in God's help & the support of the few ones who truly love u;

nobody has been given a perfect life,everyone should build his / her own happiness,just working hard & keeping each day's tears & smiles along the way.

U have to overcome the rain,to see the rainbow

I'll take care

A gr8t song

(Lyrics translation)

See!I became so down & broken

It didn't go.I could not hold on.

Tough!So tough is your absence.

I couldn't get used to.

Hit!Hit this foolish head

on walls,on rocks

for a good deed.

Then forgive & come bury in your hug

I got thin.I melted off

I could not do without u

& now I came like a lamb

threw myself on your lap the way u wish

This time I set my pride on fire

I burnt it & came

Dump me if you wish,or kiss

but listen to me first,look into my eyes

Believe me this time

I realized everything,I repented

Damn damn

Rub my tongue & lips with hot pepper

& now I came like a lamb

threw myself on your lap the way u wish

this time I set my pride on fire

I burnt it & came

Dump me if u wish or kiss

but listen to me first,look into my eyes

Believe me this time

I realized everything,I repented

For my Dominik

I wish u a lovely week!

Nobody told it would be easy

but u have to love this life the more it tests u

I wanna sing this!

All by the touch
You ripped my heart and all the keys
Is it not much?
What'd be more than what you squeeze
I’ve got no ammo, ammo, ammo, ammo
I hope you see
And recognize the only door to Paradise
I’m gonna keep
I know I need to get it done
Five miles deep, rush into your latest turn
No drop kayo kayo kayo kayo ’cause I see it through
Come over me, take my love you have never seen

My love for you taste like summer and chocolate, chocolate, chocolate cookie
Taste like the summer and chocolate, chocolate, chocolate cookie
Taste like the summer and chocolate, chocolate, chocolate cookie
Chocolate, chocolate, chocolate cookie
Chocolate, chocolate, chocolate cookie

Nobody sees what we came do the other night
Drown in the sea, hold on your breath before footlight
Shake like never, never, never, never been in love
No nothing's wrong if we're hanging on so long
Are you against? Or you just don’t wanna try?
Are you a bit tensed, let it fly the other sky
Play my tempo, tempo, tempo, tempo as you feel inside
Slow motion crime, I'm way more to get your mime

My love for you taste like summer and chocolate, chocolate, chocolate cookie
Taste like the summer and chocolate, chocolate, chocolate cookie
Taste like the summer and chocolate, chocolate, chocolate cookie
Chocolate, chocolate, chocolate cookie
Chocolate, chocolate, chocolate cookie
My love for you taste like summer and chocolate, chocolate, chocolate cookie
Taste like the summer and chocolate, chocolate, chocolate cookie
Taste like the summer and chocolate, chocolate, chocolate cookie
Chocolate, chocolate, chocolate cookie
Chocolate, chocolate, chocolate cookie

U've never listened to this

 

I want to know
What you're thinking
There are some things you can't hide;
I want to know
What you're feeling
Tell me what's on your mind

Here I am in silence,
Looking round without a clue
I find myself along again
All alone with you;
I can see behind your eyes,
The things that I don't know
If you hide away from me,
How can our love grow?

I want to know
What you're thinking
There are some things you can't hide;
I want to know
What you're feeling
Tell me what's on your mind

I know I could break you down,
But what good would it do?
I could surely never know
That what you say is true;
Here I am in silence,
It's a game I have to play
You and I in silence
With nothing else to say

I want to know
What you're thinking
There are some things you can't hide;
I want to know
What you're feeling
Tell me what's on your mind

I want to know
What you're thinking
There are some things you can't hide;
I want to know
What you're feeling
Tell me what's on your mind;

I want to know
What you're thinking
There are some things you can't hide;
I want to know
What you're feeling
Tell me what's on your mind